I would go out tonight but I haven't got a stitch to wear

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I want this shirt! -->

I'm grounded and it's a load of bullshit. It wasn't even my fault really, the reason for my grounding, I mean. I was back late from the park. An hour and a quarter late to be exact. Which has earnt me at least a week of grounding, now how is that fair? I missed going out yesterday on the last day of school, missed going to town today and missed Fran's party tonight. Like I said, bullshit.

It wasn't even worth it! At least if I'd been in good company at the park I would've felt like this grounding has been for a good cause. But it's just more infuriating because I'm missing all this good stuff for no real reason. It was just pointless. Fucking stupid arghhhhhhhhhh! Gotta get my priorities right.

I probably brought it on myself with the whole not speaking thing. But I've been having one of my bad weeks. Sometimes everything just goes turns to shit for me, or it feels like it does, and I don't know why. But other times, when everything is actually shit, I feel fantastic. It's weird. I can't explain it. Whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

Anyway, I got a new camera today which is good. And I'm going to Spain in 2 days, which is not going to be fun with relations as they are between me and my mum. So far, I've packed 3 bikinis and a Spanish phrasebook - what else do I really need?

Now it's summer, go out and play! -a.

Honey I was lonely on the road, I was all on my own

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nec what? nectars!

Joe Jefferey is a gimp <3

Now go out and play! -a.

I lied about being the outdoor type

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That's right everyone, I'm a poser :) Read Guitar Girl by Sarra Manning.

I'm doing my History coursework and I'm bored! Thanks to Lily for sending me hers :) I now fully understand Mao's communist principles. And stuff like that.

I am obssessivelt checking my phone at the moment and it's driving me frickin' crazy, especially as he is the slowest texter-back ever. Maybe I am just too keen. Whatever, this is not even funny anymore.

Now go out and play! -a.

if i was a flower growing wild and free

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This is what I call old-school graffiti :)

it doesn't pay to be smarter than teachers

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well, today started badly because it was a bad hair day. and not even one of those bad hair days that nobody notices, soooo many people asked me if i’d had a hair cut. more people noticed today than when i actually DID have my hair cut. i could probably draw some kind of conclusion from this but i can’t be bothered. i have shit hair.

we were supposed to be doing drama all day but obviously i never seem to do what i’m told anymore so we just mucked about and i played human bowling with a huge thingy on wheels and a load of chairs which was fuunnnnnn :)

we panicked when we did our technical rehersal and couldn’t work the sound but greg is a god and made us a cd :) i converted to greg-ism. he is my new god. maan, i miss baby paul though.

then we went down to morrison’s for food, i had the diet energy drink which was only 6 calories but still satisfied my caffiene craving. i’m starting to think i’m actually addicted which is so not good, but chloe says all that really happens if you’re addicted to caffiene is that your teeth go yellow. so if i have whitening toothpaste, being addicted might not actually be to bad. better than being addicted to alcohol or heroin or tobacco or sex. well maybe not sex. like russell brand was. anyway, this is not what i’m meant to be talking about.

we got back to school late, and i missed like all of the performances because i was too busy crying at amy to “fix my fucking face pleeeease!” and “my hair looks shit omg amy HELP ME!” and THEN i lost my costume and was all set to crawl through i window to get it until the nice man came and unlocked the door for me.

i remembered all my lines everything was really good :)

but then HORROR! i lost my phone and had to tip ALL the contents of my THREE bags on the floor, but it wasn’t in there so i left all my stuff scattered on the pavements outside school while i ran back inside BUT!!! school was all locked so i had to wait for someone to come let me in and then i had to runrunrun to find my phone before mr rickell locked me in the drama block! but don’t worry everyone, i found my phone and got out alive so everything is peachy :)

then i walked home alone and crashed on the sofa as soon as i came in, i only just woke up and i am aching from D of E sooooo much and my head aches soooo badly and i’ve lost my voice so i can’t talk but i’m still kinda happy :)

hopefully no school tomorrow <3

Now go out and play! -a.

It's our godforsaken right to be loved

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Everyone stay calm; I'm back from Duke of Edinburgh and I lived, you you can stop panicking now. I will always be here to blog for you.

Actually I'm going to bed now, but in theory I will always be here to give you something good to read :)

I'm considering telling you about all the scandal in my life, no holds barred, giving real names and everything... although I think that could be a serious breech of privacy for some...

Now go out and play! -a.